The relationship between a brother and sister defies description; it is complex and simple, loving and conflicted. Richard and Suzanne shared such a relationship coming of age in the 1960's with New York City as their playground. Their young adult years moved each of them to California to joyously pursue their separate dreams; but all began to shatter when Richard succumbed to a then mysterious illness. The author's journey through the last months of her brother's life brought her to her knees emotionally and spiritually. The overwhelming and debilitating grief she endured was transformed years later as Richard began reaching out to her in spirit. Suzanne's emotional, psychic and spiritual transformation is a lesson to us all about the power of staying open to the mystery of life, death and afterlife. This book speaks to anyone who has suffered loss, poignantly showing the amazing path of one woman who opened her life and soul to the mystery most of us sense but refuse to recognize.