I felt like I was losing it, on the edge of insanity and suicidal, I didn't know why. I had five little girls and what seemed like I had everything to live for, but I was dangling on the edge and trying to save myself from anyone who would think I was crazy. I couldn't tell them that I was having these feelings because when they looked at me, they couldn't see that I was so messed up on the inside. Yes, my hair makeup, all dressed up, looking good, but I was hurting deep within. I couldn't sleep or eat. I began to lose weight, and my hair started falling out, my family could see the change in me; they tried to help, but there was nothing they could do except help out with my children. I went to the doctor several times, and they gave one diagnosis after another and medications-but nothing helped me; seemed like things got worse, and I felt like I was ready to die and preparing myself. But the only thing that sufficed was reading the word of God and praying, just talking to him all day and all night and crying out to Jesus, and He stepped in just in time and turned it around As I talked to God, I began to write words which ministered to me, and they were therapy and a release for me Praise be to God. I give God all the glory and praise for what He has done in allowing me to overcome the tricks of the enemy, In Jesus Name Amen