There is a misonception about how lucky an adopted child is by being adopted by a loving, caring, and wanting family. This book dispels that myth and will take you into a child's deep, black, lonley abyss of emotional and physical abuse. As seen through the blurred vision of a child's teary eyes, the first part of this journey will plummet you into a hole of torment from which there seems no escape. Climbing out of that dark hole, the second part of the trek takes the reader into the search for truth, identity, and the never ending question of "Who am I and where do I come from?" As told by the author, this is a story of the 'family secret' and how no one was able to see through the veil of the adoptive 'loving family'. A story of preserverance, strength, and the will to overcome adversity no matter high the fall; you will not want to put this book down until the journey ends with a final destination and a concluding answer.