It felt like a bad dream . . . but it wasn't. God did not want me to live the life that I had been living. I was too stubborn to listen. I needed a wake-up call, and did I ever get one God gave me what I needed to change my ways, though I never would have expected it. I fought my way through it all and got my life back. Not only did I get my life back, but I got a better one the second time around. I lost my health, my job, and I lost myself. Learn from my tragedy, and know that it can happen to you. God bless you as you are spiritually fed and begin to walk more closely with God. May you only become strengthened in your faith because of God's precious love for you. Mathew - 22: 37 - Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.