Repetitive words like "I am sorry" are as common as breathing for a co-dependent person. My journey, like most abused victims, was left unspoken and hidden behind closed doors. I finally found the courage to write my caged words of abuse, addiction, being in a narcissist relationship and basically a life of craziness that most people would hide. This is just a raw and uncut truth written to help anyone in a similar relationship and find the courage to leave when they are in a safe place.