It was December 2012. I had been married 9 years, had a two year old daughter, a nice house, really good friends and family, and a job of seventeen years that I loved with a passion. It would have appeared to many that I had everything, that I was a very lucky lady. But the main thing that I had, the thing which controlled my life more than anything was a secret. Something which only I alone knew, but this secret was about to come to light. I remember the day vividly when my whole world began to fall apart around me. What I did not realise at the time was that my new life was about to begin, and this new life was what I was created for, and who I was meant to be. At the time I did not know the significance the forthcoming events were going to have on the rest of my life, and the lives of those around me.