Civil war played out on the grounds of my heart about what "God's will" was for my life. After giving 110% to family, ministry, missions and God I hit a midlife crisis and crisis of faith. I left it all behind Torn between a restless drive to follow my heart, branch out and do something that was calling me or to continue to stay in "God's Will" led to a divorce, leaving the only church and culture I had known....and landed me in an unexpected visit to heaven. Meeting the Lord in a region of Heaven where he painted pictures, removed a soul splinter and called me to live in the greatest freedom I'd ever known set me back on path to live for Him again. He answered questions about the times we are living in which He called The Time of the Problem and the Promise and the 3 pillars He is raising for this time to carry those going through the weight of the problems. We are to prepare in mind and spirit for the war of the worlds coming on the horizon. I stand here today to share this truth even if it's hard to handle it