Every human was born with the generational inheritance of being separated from God, just as Adam was after he decided to no longer depend on God (sin). God's love is so vast and intense that He gave Himself, in the person of Jesus to take our penalty for this curse. The mystery of the Cross is that when you gain revelation on what really happened at the Cross and resurrection, you change. The love of God penetrates your soul and you fall in love with Jesus. You allow God to inhabit your being through the Holy Sprit. Then it works like a snowball, becoming larger and larger as time goes on. The more you love Him, the more you want to please and obey Him, and the more you relate to Him the more you change and become more like Him. His inhabitation of you becomes more real as time goes on, and you continue to become more intimate with Him. Then watch out Your life will get into real purpose