"How could you do this to us, Robert? You're supposed to be a man of God How can you sit up in the pulpit and preach one moment and sleep around with everybody the next? You made a vow to me to always be true. What happened to that?" She looked distraught. I looked at her in silence with terror gripping my face. How could I explain the unexplainable? I didn't even know the depth of what she knew about my indiscretions. The thing I did know was the judgment light was now shined brightly upon my face, and there was no redemption in sight.