A story about existence and the understanding of despair that follows a nameless narrator and his friends and a man he should never have met, wandering through death and memory and human-consciousness and the terrifyingly vague patterns of just being alive. CHAPTER 1 You're going to die. You're going to die October 15, 2015. Three bullets will riddle through your body until you're nothing but a black bag. The third bullet will be the one that kills you. It will go straight through your forehead and out the back of your skull. It wasn't your fault though. You just made a mistake. And now that mistake is breathing the air you once loved. Life is funny like that.