If I don't tell my story, who will? Nobody This particular moment of my life will be unforgettable, for me. It was brutal but also pleasurable, I got to know more about myself and I am happy, proud and at peace about how I handled it. Having been able to get out of this hole with both my dignity and faith in the Lord intact is a great achievement in itself. It means more to me than having a degree(s), a diploma(s), "a good job," ton of material possessions and money. A strong person can adapt to anything and with mental toughness and patience can overcome anything. I doubt myself, I was worried, I felt like killing someone and I even cried, but in the end I matured and most importantly came out of this more confident and stronger than ever Life is ironic, sometimes, at first, a gift seems like a curse.