A fictional autobiography of the life of Panickos, Panickos meaning "The voice of the Great God Pan" His voice we are told causes the panic and anxiety so prevalent in modern woman. Over millenniums, the hearing of the voice whispering in the ear could be the most fundamental of all human emotions. Panikon meaning "Mass Terror" is the story of how a disturbed young boy grew into a more troubled man. Chance, fate and planned meetings along his life's journey led him into the outlaw world of motorcycles where he found solace and his search began to find his own god, "The Great God Pan." His chance meeting in at a Soho fetish club with Mads another very troubled young woman led the two of them deeper into that dark secretive world of sex, bondage and domination. The addition of Gina a self-harmer and bi polar young woman as a menage de trios furthers the darkness they enter. The outlaw biker gang grew as the swinging sixties bring not only an explosion in drug use, but also the sexual liberation of women of that era. Smuggling becomes a way of life. Murder, blackmail, executions and people trafficking form part of their daily life as they become involved in the higher levels of crime, politics and the unseen world bubbling just below the surface. Carl Gustav Jung's work as the father of psychiatry becomes a catalyst for the remembering, a remembering of a distant past of the worship of the goddesses. The remembering of Mads and Gina of a time when the persecution and prosecution of the female followers of the goddesses annihilated all women who did not conform to the moral concepts of Eve and the Virgin Mary. This understanding becomes a catalyst and reasoning behind the life path they took and their own self-harm and desire of the cruelty as a remembering of that ancient persecution.