This is a story of almost twenty-eight years of hardship, terrible sadness, suffering and ailment In this book you will find a real life story. My intention is that this book will somehow provide guidance and direction to address the ailments of body and soul. I will explain how I fight to establish a relationship between body, mind and energy and how I face life even when I sometimes feel I've lost its meaning and my desire to keep fighting. Through my story you will know how to face your fears, weakness, shame, hatred, resentment and other impairments that are the negative part of your body and can lead to the end of your existence. I also describe how to direct boundless enthusiasm into a tired body, very mistreated yet eager to live and how to deal with the situation with determination, willpower and always hand in hand with a "BIG SMILE." This life story has not been written to cause mourning, although in many of its pages there is profound and marked pain. Here is an extraordinary and sincere message of "STRENGTH and LOVE" for what you are...: "a chosen being" worthy and capable of doing what you want for yourself. I give you an outpouring of joy, enthusiasm, determination and above all, a "WILL TO LIVE," written directly for you and whoever else wishes to take advantage of it.