Different meanings all combined in nine months of rapid writing, along with fortunate and joyful restful writing of sessions of mind. From the months of August 1994 - May 1995, was the birth of the nine-month creation of the life's efforts. A lot came to me. Others just popped into my head. I just had to write and type to keep up. It was a glorious nine-month period. Almost like water rapids. It could be calm or rough waters. What a great and undoing and collecting of time. Back to a time that was somehow lost. You could say, this was my inner self-being let out. For being cooped up for so long, to get out of the cocoon.