In this book you will have the opportunity to experience the raw emotions, yearnings and psyche of a man desperate to please the Lord, while just as desperately seeking answers from him. KJ Dumpson has comprised a collection of writngs composed between 2000-2004. At which time he was enduring the early stages of what would turn-out to be a 15+ years spiritual wilderness. Theses psychological, emotional caves were a process towards his pre-ordained destiny of being an endtime relevant clarion voice as an oracle of God to the body of Christ Many times his placing pen to paper served as a cathartic release, and the only thing other than prayer and his faith that kept him going day by day. If you'll read each writing with an open heart, you'll see the hand and inspiration of God in each line. Perhaps these writings will minister you through a trying time as you endure your process towards your destiny in the body of Christ KJ realizes that all are not Preachers, Teachers, Prophets or the like, but all children of God must complete a process of surrender, dying out, renewing, and completing their God given assignment which at times can be quite trying. Even of ones faith In your breaking, perhaps you will discover strength in these Poems, Psalms and Prayers