Jesse I admit, I didn't think much of Charlie at first. She was rounder than the girls who usually caught my eye. Not my type. But when I saw her sitting in that booth alone, for the first time something in my mind or my instincts or my heart told me to join her. She defied me. She challenged me. She gave me hope. Before I knew it, moving forward was my only option. Charlie I couldn't tell you when it happened, but it had to have been a gradual change; I never moved too quickly. If someone would have told me earlier that year what I was going to go through, I wouldn't have believed them. Jesse was so different from anyone I'd met before. And everyone I've met since. He sucked all the life out of me, in the best-and worst-ways. We don't get strong overnight. For most of us it takes time. Strength isn't measured by how high and fast our walls go up, but how easily we can watch them fall.