Alas, I am so far from perfection that I am often addled. I am at times simply nasty. Not humble, not kind, not gracious, simply...nasty. How I would genuinely like to be loving and interested and truly praying for others' best. That is my life's adventure. That is my life's pursuit. To be the greatest I can be, the most beautiful and meaningful creature God made me to be. To throw away all those rags of pettiness, those valleys of remorse and sadness. This all lead me to meditation on the One who loves me most, on the one I love the most---Jesus Christ. How do I meditate? Candles? Incense? Darkness and solitude? Meditation is more a direction than an action, a thought pattern rather than a series of ""musts"" and ""shoulds."" How do I meditate to become more perfect? Here is my story. I hope one day it will be yours.