This book is an authentic portrayal of all processes in this context. The author, also the father of Suizidenten, his 15 year old son is on his own example, possible assistance in dealing with this extreme situation, shows ways, measures and tools, which have allowed him a way back to get back to normal life . The orthographic representation of many passages in this book does not meet all the requirements, but in particular gives way to gain insights into the extreme emotions of the father affected.