This book is dedicated to the love of my life; to me her heart was a star that started off in the distance as something that I thought I could never touch. However, the moment I changed the way I thought was also the moment I changed the direction in which my life was headed. This was also the start of the journey for that far distant star called her heart. The voyage has matured me in more ways than either of us could have ever foreseen. I have had to deal with issues that I had been running from for a long time. I dealt with them out of love for myself as well as out of the love I felt for her. I hope that by reading this she will see that I know and understand just how painful yet beautiful growth can be. It is also my hope that she will open her eyes, heart, and soul at the same time so that God can not only heal her but also show her the hidden mysteries behind the driving force called my love.