Looking through subconsciously, there is nothing to see because there is no other way of looking through the subconscious as it is but a state of mind in which our minds escape to. It's even a myth just thinking there is a way out of all this. For that is telling us there is a way through to seeing what our soul actually looks like. Or so we claim to, even more by then is it to identify which of our ways can claim it is ours. All we know is that we are scared by it, that's why we are inspired to finding out the truth. However, should we ever bleed out first then let it be known we bore ourselves witness to creating something we have never seen. Then by recording it, we would make it right, some way. Just don't forget to write it all down before you die, eh