Standalone long novel - contains a HEA ending --- Live fast. Die young. Fuck hard.--- Red Jack. Rude. Crude. Horny ginger mess. In love with... himself. Loki. Deadbeat. Volatile. Stalker. Terminally ill. Fatally in love. When it comes to men, Red Jack has three rules. The guy has to be hot, out of town, and not up for repeats. It's a good way to keep the gay flings far away from the eyes of his brothers in the Coffin Nails Motorcycle Club, and he will make damn sure it stays that way. When a hookup takes an ominous turn, and the sexy stranger turns up at his house, the heat is on. Loki invades his life and just won't leave, wreaking havoc wherever he follows Jack, but getting rid of him becomes harder with every kiss. The world crumbles around Loki when he finds out he has cancer. As if his life wasn't shit enough already. With only a few months left, he decides to live to the fullest and get every last wish on his bucket list fulfilled. One of those is fucking the hot bearded biker he meets the same night he got the bad news. Big, confident, and dangerous, Red Jack is all Loki ever wanted in a man. After all, he deserves one last shot at love. Who cares if Red Jack is a stubborn, closeted asshole? Loki knows what he wants, and he won't settle for anything less. Even if it kills him. POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Outlaw motorcycle club, criminal activity, hurt/comfort, abuse, stalking, revenge, bucket list, coping with illness, first love Genre: M/M dark romance, suspense, drama Length: 105,000 words, standalone novel (HEA) WARNING: Adult content. Steamy scenes, strong language, graphic violence, abuse scenes, drug use. Reader discretion advised.