NYT bestselling author Andi Harper has been on a bumpy roller coaster ride. Her life spun around so fast she could hardly catch her breath. Losing the love of her life she began a new life with her childhood friend Mike only to discover that no matter how bad you want to, you can't grow to love someone. Deciding that she'd had enough of lies and secrets, she cuts her losses and leaves to begin another new life with her son Alex. But old eyes have come knocking at her door, is she staring at a ghost or is it who she fears it is? How many times can you love and lose? How many times can you fall in love with the same man? Andi wishes someone would tell her, because her once bland life is now totally out of control and as she stares down the barrel of a gun, she wonders how the hell she got there?