Perhaps I'm paying for the sins of my past life...with every step I take towards peace and prosperity the wicked always seems to show itself. Have I not given enough...to overshadow anything that I have taken? HAVE I NOT PRAYED AND ASKED FOR FORGIVNESS ENOUGH? I'm trying to right my wrongs ...I remember that night...vaguely... I remember him sitting there...I remember the bright lights...I remember that loud engine roaring I REMEMBER THE TRAUMATIZING CRACKING SOUND OF GUNFIRE ...I remember the blood...I remember the blood spilling...My heart beating...slowly...I feel nothing... Salon Talk 2- 187 Degrees of Danger.