'We all live with secrets, some we can control, and others that are completely out of our hands. For me the secret that suddenly catches me off guard is not a secret the common person could ever handle. It is a secret that quakes my world in so many ways that I still cannot wrap my mind around it. I am sure you are all very confused now, and curious beyond words, to find out what this earth shattering secret is. I have to start from the beginning. I have to go through every life changing experience in the last few months to paint a clear picture. Oh, I forgot to mention, I am an Austin Firefighter... and this is my story...'