The enthralling sequel to I Feel Okay, shares an intimate story of survival during the first years of her husband's death. The reader is weaved into a personal world of anguish, torment, and loneliness as the author languishes through endless days and nights of grieving the loss of her husband to the silent killer disease, primary amyloidosis. Chronicles the perplexing stages of the grieving process and skillfully walks the reader through personal episodes of pain, depression, and unnerving despair. With God as her refuge and strength, the author emerges from the shadows of grief to live again and to become a beacon of inspiration to others, coupled with an unwavering commitment to help others find their passageway through the murky depths of grief to a place of healing and peace. You will discover an intimate account of grieving and survival, stages of the grieving process, and an amyloidosis update.