This true story is about how I set up"ILLUSIONS" and called them "TRUTHS". These illusions became my belief system. It is a known fact that what we believe is what we live by. So the illusions i LIVED BY were my only identity to truth, so I thought. So, Help Me God is really a prayer asking God to help me tell myself the truth, the real truth. I needed my self-erected walls and barriers to come down. I've found that holding on to illusions would keep me in a place called stuck and being stuck kept me in a place called deception. Acknowledging and receiving the truth has been my remedy for freedom and through this book, I hope it becomes yours.