Drug dealers & dealings/witnessing murders even children, horrific deaths/incest & unspeakable beatings & rapes never reported/5 stolen children by different people never finding them/Extreme criminals & charges/horendous abusive marriages & relationships with guns, knives etc...surviving many years of living on highways, alleys, abandoned buildings, streets & wooded areas. Real drugs bring people, even in high places which will shock you out of the woodwork. "Deliverance" the movie-thats pretty much truth but has nothng on this story. I'll tell you what life was like riding with many biker gangs. This will be the most shocking and sad story you have EVER read. Many have claimed that in their stories and it's true it gets worse & deeper as more stories like this comes out. I have kept a diary of sorts of all since the age of 9. This is all true, really happened. At the age of 58 I'm finally telling my story of how I survived. Not without emotional, phsycological & physical damage. Had to change some names, businesses & important people of course to protect me but you will recognize them & know. It has become time now to tell all, thinking sometimes I should take some things out for my safety but it has always been proven in my mind that it is best to not take out the truth that could either destroy me worse or destroy other people but the truth should stay "The Truth." Without the truth my life story would mean nothing and they should not be protected from the truth. Every human should know what sick, twisted, perverted, dangerous people are out there lurking anywhere, even in your job, home, in your bed, on the streets & in alleys. Don't trust even who you are sleeping with, not even your children. Never-make deals wth the law or the other side, DEA etc...Do trust God and the public defenders eg: Biaz and Chaney-heroes in my book. Answers to the question do people with hundreds of felonies & hundreds of DUIs get exsponged or a Governor's pardon. Ranging from arson, terroristic threatenings, B & Es, assaults, criminal mischiefs, hundreds of DUIs, assaults with deadly weapons. What life is like for someone growing old to have survived horrific fates handed to me. Entire buildings have fallen on and trapped me, a lifetime of violence, beatings, incest, rapes, drugs & dealers, horrid accidents & injuries, children gone never any hope of reuniting, hitch-hiking in knee deep snow across the states for many years trying to locate stolen children and the horrid adventures along the way. At a funeral of my mother's one instance of incest was brought to light, a rape, incest was admitted by a family member which made me watch as they walked off with the child. Find out who the Pentecost preacher who went into the New Mexico court house to blow his head off was to me and where and why his spirit is now. Don't believe in the spirit world? You will now. The damage of it all physically, emotionally & physcologically & financially was not escaped. Drugs, alcohol, violence & greed do not mix well. We all pay a high price when lives has been destroyed and it all never goes away. People always say "Don't live in your past." The past has made my story possible. Had I not kept a diary or journal of it all it would stay pinned in my heart & mind and would destroy me, it had to eventually be told. Doubts about the footprints in the sand? He is what and who has brought me this far to survive it all. Without any therapy nor friends to talk to this story has never been told and is horrific. I applaud and praise you if you make it through the first page without taking an emotional break. This is a life changing story. Don't try to make sense of anything I can't either. Abandoned by life, family & friends. Old, bitter & alone but still not without faith & hope.