Following the loss of his partner in a car crash, Mark, the hero from the bestselling 50 Reasons to Say 'Goodbye', tries to pick up the pieces and build a new life for himself in gay-friendly Brighton. Haunted by the death of his lover and a fading sense of self, Mark struggles to put the past behind him, exploring Brighton's high and low life, falling in love with charming but unavailable Tom and hooking up with Jenny, a long lost girlfriend from a time when such a thing seemed possible. A novel that weaves the past to the present and the present in the future.