Chad I left. I walked away. Because I had to, but I should have fought for her. The words I told her were lies. And my heart shattered. I need to get her back, but I don't know how to. Even when the unexpected happens and she blazes back into my life again six months later. I'm not prepared for actually seeing her again, and not prepared to face my feelings. I keep pushing her away, but you can only push so much before you give in. Roxanne Donaghey was not my girl, but I want her to be. Roxanne He left, walking away and breaking my heart. He said that I'm not his girl. Even after all we've been through he can't love me. When unexpectedly crashing back into his life again I'm not ready for the emotions that hit me head on. I thought I'd gotten over Chad Matthews. But even when we keep pushing each other away, the connection is too deep. I want to be his girl.