Make no mistake that when a child is molested, the very essence of their being is eternally altered. Depending on their age and experience, as well as the circumstances, the outcome is unpredictable.I was a little more than three and a half years of age, and it took me a lifetime before I could look God in the face again, even though it was fifty years ago this year (summer of 2011)."TERI - How I Forgave God" is my history as I journey from the dungeon of Miracle's soul. I've always referred to her as as my alter ego since I was here first. This is how I claimed back my life, stolen at childhood.This is where and how I have existed. As Jesus said, according to the "Gospel of Thomas": "If you bring forth what is inside you, What you bring forth will save you.I have learned many profound lessons in the past two years, and one is that God has given us all equal shares of Himself, which dwells within. Each of us must find our own light and bring forth its brightness.