"This book documents some of the events that have occurred in my life over the last few years. My book is written with pure emotion as I describe who I am, my desire for true love and the challenges I face as I try to achieve my goals through the chaos that was my life. This was a spiritual awakening for me as I discover myself and God while in a fit of rage. This was my quest for love." This book includes heavy Adult Content, through laugh-out-loud stories, poetry and violent bears ( ?), that brings you through a year-long journey through one man's highs and lows.