The black and white version. This book is about what the title implies. This is a story that must be told about a South Florida artist who's life revolved around drugs & alcohol, and after 37-years of abuse, spanning the cocaine cowboy days in Miami to the Ecstasy popping days on South Beach and what made him find sobriety. A must read book for anyone with an addiction problem or for just the adventure stories of drug rip-offs and back stabbings that he survived.