Full color version. This book is about what the title implies. This is a story that must be told about a South Florida artist who's life revolved around drugs & alcohol, and after 37-years of abuse from the cocaine cowboy days in Miami to the acid dropping, ecstasy popping days on South Beach and what made him find sobriety. A must read book for anyone with an addiction problem or for just the adventure stories of drug rip-offs and back stabbings that he went through. I woke up every morning and lit up a joint, I thought that I would be addicted for the rest of my life. Now I have a new life, true liberation from the clutches of substance abuse without any 12-step programs or rehab treatment centers. See for yourself how I did it.: -)