My story takes place in a small farm community in Corunna, Michigan. I was raised in a middle class family with a mother who suffered from a Bipolar Disorder. Her sudden death left many questions unanswered. My mother and I were very close. My father worked very long hours. He had just retired from the auto industry. Looking for the truth, I asked my father and siblings to make me the legal representative for the family. If I only had known how this decision would change my life forever. My mother's death was ruled a suicide. The answers to the unanswered questions would later come out in a wrong full death lawsuit against a psychiatrist. The defendant brings out secrets unknown and introduces a new theory of her death. She was murdered My mother's death changed my life forever. The theory of murder sent family members on a quest to stop the lawsuit. I was unable to stop the lawsuit. The theory became very real. The outcome of the jury trial is surprising and divides the family. Years pass after the trial. I came out to my family in 1999. My gay lifestyle was not accepted by my family. My life begins to prosper and I find love and happiness. A series of strange events begins to happen. I am spinning in a spiral downward trend. I am being consumed with custody battles, lawsuits and governmental agencies. Someone was behind the scenes pulling the strings. Questions began to come up. Could my mother's suicide/murder and my life destruction be part of a master plan? I brought out secrets that family members wanted buried. Sixteen years had passed. The suicide/murder theory still remains unsolved. Or does it