My Josh. His Beth. Someone else's Meredith. Destined to fall apart before their lips have even touched, Samuel Michaels and Meredith Driessen have seven years of almosts between them. Seven years ago, a night by the river would bind them together. Seven years ago, Sam's entire world blew up before his eyes. His only saviour ... Meredith. She saved his life, exposing him to what it could be like to be with her. But that wasn't Life's plan. Because deep down, his secrets will destroy their lives and separate them. His secrets will break both their hearts until the day he finds her standing on the edge of the train platform, completely lost. He did this to her. And Sam knows that if he doesn't go to her, he'll lose her forever. Will seven years be enough to mend their scars? Or will the secrets they both keep deny them once more? One thing is certain ... You may never know tomorrow's sunlight if you're drowning in yesterday's storm.