I wrote this book out of obedience to God. If left up to me, it would have never been my intention to put myself on display, but I gave God my YES and told Him He could trust me to do what He needed me to do. This book is an account of different events that happened in my life. I had a desperate need, a longing to be free of pain from trauma I experienced at a very young age and into adulthood. That pain would hold me bound for all of my teenage and most of my adult life. I made some decisions, out of hurt, that should have and almost did cost me my life. I intentionally chose the road that almost destroyed me and any chance I may have had to fulfill my destiny. I was so broken, full of anger and resentment, I was self destructing. It was only by God's intentional grace that my life was spared and I begin to allow healing to take place. It is a choice, and we must be intentional and purposeful about what and who we allow in our lives. I invite you along on my journey to salvation.