The thoughts of a human being lost in the erratic shuffle of life. Once heavenly close to his so called better half he finds himself alone. Although that person strings him on for what seems an eternity he waits and waits. These are his thoughts and rage put to paper to exorcise the demon called love. Book One of a trilogy this book deals with the despair and crumbling sanity one goes through in a failure of trust. The following Book Two deals with the addictions physical and mental humans turn to so that they can ease the pain. Book Three deals with resurrection and if it can truly happen.