On a cold dark Tuesday night in June 2006, my youngest brother, George (Hori) committed suicide. In the months and years that followed, I wrote constantly, pouring out my grief, anger and disbelief that I no longer had my beloved, little brother in my life. This collection is the "best of" those poems from that time. My hope is that anyone who has ever suffered a sudden, tragic or unexpected death of a loved one may find hope and healing in my words. "Weeping may endure for a night but joy does indeed return in the morning." Psalm 30 v 5:b