This book is about a journey...a journey fueled by anger. From being molested at a young age to being abused and having problems conceiving as an adult, it was too much for Suzie to understand. Soon she became angry; but she didn't know who to be angry with...so she chose to be angry with God. She was left with a big void inside. So she turned to drugs, alcohol and men to try to fill that void. These things just didn't seem to sustain the wholeness she was looking for. In the end she realizes that the only thing that can make her feel whole again, the only thing that can fill that hole inside, is the one thing she had walked away from so long ago...God.