A manual on how to survive wonderfully terrible hedonism. This is the memoir of Kristian 13, a young man walking a razor-sharp line between hero and villain. An antihero navigating the nighttime, neon wastelands of American Youth. How many times can one young man die? Kristian 13's penchant for hedonism leads to his death and resurrection, experienced over and over, and related in lurid detail. Imagine every fantasy fulfilled, every base impulse indulged, and the ultimate price paid for such wanton depravity. Death. Resurrection. Promiscuity. Drugs. Rock and Roll. Violence and the search for true love. Written by the man who survived to evolve beyond the number.