Join the Navy, See the world. Yeah, right. Step into a psychologically disturbing memoir that will keep you reading, even when you want to stop. Jason Libby had already been through cancer once as a result of a chemical spill. But what happens when it comes back and he chooses to end his life in a research study at the National Institute of Health? It's a rock and roll ride told through the eyes of the man who did it all. No sweet angels here. Just a hardcore look at what really can go on when all seems to be coming to an end.