Once, I wanted to die. That was the night I met Guy. The strange man with flowers stepped from the shadows and saved my life. Guy. Dimpled smile. Body of a surf god. Smart and funny. Running out of time. We became travelling companions through life, ticking off items on our bucket lists. I'd hidden from happiness for years and kept my life under strict control. Guy showed me how to step into the world and experience more. He brought light into the shadows and helped me through the darkness. I became Phe again. I lived. There's just one problem. We fell in love and this wasn't part of our plans. I thought we could face the future together, but Guy has a secret which changes everything. Sometimes, believing the lies we tell ourselves is easier than dealing with the truth. The Same Deep Water is a standalone New Adult romance set in Australia.