An autobiographical piece created by one character, two identities to bring you the crazy woman behind the mask and her survival tools to her addictions... Some days I feel very disabled, other days I feel I can conquer the world... so to speak. This is where the book comes in, I usually tend to hit rock-bottom when I pick up my pencil and note book. These two gems never leave my side where ever I go or whatever I am doing...be it the kitchen, be it the laundry room...I cook with my pencil in my hand if I have to...this is just me, when I go into the lonely zone. Mostly the best writing comes through when I am bed ridden for a few days...the pencil gets to work whilst tears let go of my painful body. Tears are the emotion and the soul of my work that will be presented here. The emotional, lonely, disabled, abused, strong willed, passionate, caring, generous and utterly fabulous, crazy chick!