The ramblings herein, will hopefully enlighten the reader to some of the things that I had to go through as a child. And some of the pitfalls of growing up with a disability. It may will lead you through a tsunami of different emotions. Hopefully It will show you just how little tolerance people had back in the 1970's and 80's to somebody who wasn't quite 'run of the mill.' The book is also a way of me expressing my anger and sadness because of what Polio has made me go through and what it has done to me both physically and mentally and how it has left me. You will hopefully understand better, the reasons why some of us end up being bitter and angry with the people who we love the most. It's not easy being different. It's not easy living in pain.