It's 1968, eleven year old Megan McGuire is about to experience something which will change her life forever. Follow Megan through twenty years of her life during the 60's, 70's and 80's where she lived in Wisconsin, Europe and New York. Megan seems to have it all; beauty, talent, wealth and the perfect Catholic family including an African American woman that loves her as her own daughter. But is this enough? Sister Mary tried to grab my arm that she had dug her nails in earlier and I slapped her face as hard as I could. "Oh my God " I said to myself. I thought someone died. Was it Mammy? Did someone kill her? "Wow, that was the best " I said. I always said that because it always was. I loved sex with Miguel. I loved every thing about him. "Shocking...Powerful...Sensual...different than any other book you've ever read "