This book contains my thoughts about the love of my life after I had healed a problem that prevented me from feeling love. 17 years after I ruined our relationship I began to feel love for her for the first time. I began to realize that I had loved her completely and do love her completely. After 17 years of wondering what went wrong I now have some answers. If you have never felt truly deep love for someone or you just like to read about true love, this is the book for you. I have a history that is unique and I think it gives me a better view of what love is and what it is not. I think this book can help people understand what to look for to make better choices in their search for that one person that has what they need for them to completely experience what love can and should feel like, to last for eternity. True love never dies.