I sit alone in a cold dark room waiting for the moment to come when I surrender to the spirit that stalks me. I stare at the pills through the tears of hopelessness until the pain of my loneliness and emptiness fill the room. No need to leave a note - WHO WOULD CARE? WHO WOULD UNDERSTAND? I fight back the tears while sitting in the cold dark room waiting for the spirit that stalks me to overtake me. As I reach for the pills I realize that today I am going to die. Journey with Dr. Jacquelyn Hadnot into the realm of overcoming her battle with suicide and depression. This book is for: * anyone who has experienced thoughts of suicide. * anyone who has attempted suicide. * anyone who has lost a loved one due to suicide. * anyone with teeagers dealing with suicide.