This songwriter/musician/producer follows the advice of his psychologist by discovering and then writing the unfiltered lyrics composed by his own life--his family, his choices, and his fear. By asking thought provoking questions and examining the root cause of why our Plan B often becomes our Plan A, Rod begins to balance facing the enemy of fear and finding inner peace. This ultimately fuels an on-going battle of depression that had been hidden to many, Rod shares with the reader the various components that created a musician who has mastered multiple instruments, written numerous songs of different genres for many artists, and has been successful by the world's standards, yet isolates himself as much as possible. Rod takes a hard look at himself as a man, a Christian, a musician, a songwriter, a husband, and a father. Journey with him as he longs to travel in peace utilizing his spiritual compass.