An adolescent 17-year old boy who is a member of a Christian youth group goes with them for a 12-day skiing holiday in the mountains. He is an introverted nerd, shy and inhibited, brought up by strict and protective parents. But he is full of inner energy and emotions which he would like to show and share. He is in love, but has no experience and is puzzled by the complexities of building a relationship. He is aware of his boundaries and limitations and is anxious to overcome them. But this is not very easy for him. The story takes the subjective viewpoint of this boy. The reader follows his thoughts and inner reflections throughout these twelve days of that winter holiday in the mountains. Misunderstandings, mistakes in dealing with others and a general inexperience in human interactions place big obstacles in his way. But he is learning and will eventually be able to overcome the wall that seems to surround him.