Mary considered the positives in her life: * At least she still has one: has anyone noticed? * She has lived it with her great friend and ally Kitty: why after 20 years has Kitty vanished from it? * She does have a mother: who sadly prefers to love the famous Virgin Mary. * She enjoys an unlimited supply of tasty carbohydrates: she's now fat, unfit and she feels she's festering. * Luckily she has her wits: or does she? Kitty always provided the sanity. * She's saving herself, though not for Jesus: why; Kitty hasn't? Enough is enough; she sets about rectifying it. Although this novel is written in an offbeat style, it covers sensitive issues: confronts inner demons, questions childhood doctrine and faces uncomfortable relationships.